rindu padanya!

miss him so much!
Current mood: tired

hmmmm ina putuskan hubungan ngan abg tha pada 4 mac 2005... sedih memang sedih.. but ina dah buat keputusan.. ntah la... atr ina ngan dia memang x der jodoh.... sejak tuh dia semakin jarang call ina... ina juga x jumpa dia online.. ina juga x chat ngan dia.. ina rasa sedih sangat2... rindu memang ader... tapi ntah la.. cam skrg nie.. dah nak masuk seminggu direct dia x call ina.. dan dah nak masuk 2 minggu ina x chat ngan dia....
rindu? walaupun ina rindu... ina terpaksa tahan dan tanggung sendiri... kalau ina masih sayang sekali pun... ina takkan kembali pada dia coz ina dah buat keputusan.. sekali ina dah buat keputusan susah ina nak tarik balik terutamanya bila ina dah nekad... abg tha fikir ina dah ader org lain.. abg tha tanya pasal perjanjian kami... sesungguhnya ina x der org lain.. still single and still alone.. ina putuskan hubungan ngan dia pun bukan sebab ina ader org lain...
ntah la.. namun ina percaya dan yakin bahawa setiap perkara yang berlaku pasti ada hikmah di sebaliknya.. kalau dia milik ina dan tercipta buat ina.. akhirnya pasti akan tetap bersama walaupun kini terpisah... tapi kalau dia bukan diciptakan buat ina dan bukan diciptakan milik ina.. cuba macam mana pun pasti akan terpisah kan?
rindu memang rindu sangat2.. ina x jangkakan yang hubungan kami akan putus terus.. ina x pernah membenci dia... dan ina x pernah berdendam ngan dia... ina x pernah sangka dia akan pergi terus...
apa pun ina akan sentiasa mendoakan yang terbaik buat dia....
oh ya.. esok nak buat makan2 sket.. nak sambut birthday mak ... birthdaynya 15 mac lalu.. tapi sambutnya esok sebab org leh datang...
ina tgh belajar gitar..dan ina juga tgh tulis lirik lagu... hmmm tulis lirik nak tolong kawan ajer.. tapi ina tul2 nk main gitar... ina x tahu dari mana ina dapat jiwa seni.... jiwang lak tuh.. hihihi

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005 - SELAMAT HARIJADI BUAT EMAK!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005 SELAMAT HARIJADI BUAT EMAK! Current mood: touched yes! tepat pukul 12 malam tadi ina dah wish mak happy birthday.... ina x lupa birthday mak.. mana leh lupa... cuma tahun nie ina x dapat nak belikan hadiah.... mak faham dan x kecil hati.. majlis harijadi mak pasti akan dibuat but not today coz time org keje.. sedara mara xder... tunggu hari minggu nie.. nak sambut.. yea yea.... pengorbanan mak yang bersusah payah mencari wang tidak akan ina lupakan.. ina pasti akan membalas semula jasanya yang amat berharga dan x ternilai itu... peranan mak yang menggantikan seorang ayah... x mampu ina balas! semoga mak akan sentiasa berada di dalam keadaan sihat, bahagia, gembira dan ceria di samping family dan teman2 tersayang... moga allah akan sentiasa melindungi dan memelihara mak.... lots of love... -anakmu,ina- 8:52 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove

Monday, March 07, 2005 Too Much - spice girls Current mood: relaxed Too Much Lyrics by Spice Girls Love is blind, as far as the eye can see, Deep and meaningless, words to me, Easy lover, I need a friend, Road to nowhere, twist and turns but will this never end. Well my dear you'll know that he pleases me (Pleases me), But sometimes illusion ain't no revolution, That ain't no release for me, Too Much of Something is bad enough, But something's coming over me to make me wonder, Too Much of nothing is just as tough, I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied. I wrapped myself from around your finger, Hold me too tight or left to linger, Something fine built to last, Slipped up there I guess we're running out of time too fast, Yes my dear you know he soothes me (Moves me), There's no complication there's no explanation, It's just a groove in me. Too Much of something is bad enough (Bad enough), But something's coming over me to make me wonder, Too much of nothing is just as tough (just as tough), I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied. What part of no don't you understand (Understand understand), I want a man not a boy who thinks he can, Boy who thinks he can! Too Much of Something is bad enough, But something's coming over me to make me wonder, Too Much of nothing is just as tough, I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied. Too much of something is bad enough (Bad enough), But something's coming over me to make me wonder, Too much of nothing is just as tough (just as tough), I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied. Too much of something is bad enough (Bad enough), But something's coming over me to make me wonder, Too much of nothing is just as tough (just as tough), I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied. Too much of nothing so why don't we give it a try, Too much of something we're gonna be living a lie. [Repeat above to fade] 7:39 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove

Wanna be - Spice Girls Current mood: relaxed Wannabe Lyrics by Spice Girls Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want, So tell me what you want, what you really really want, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want, So tell me what you want, what you really really want, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha. If you want my future forget my past, If you wanna get with me better make it fast, Now don't go wasting my precious time, Get your act together we could be just fine I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want, So tell me what you want, what you really really want, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha. If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends (gotta get with my friends) Make it last forever friendship never ends, If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give, Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is. What do you think about that now you know how I feel, Say you can handle my love are you for real, I won't be hasty, I'll give you a try If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye. Yo I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want, So tell me what you want, what you really really want, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha. If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends (gotta get with my friends) Make it last forever friendship never ends, If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give, Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is. So here's a story from A to Z, you wanna get with me you gotta listen carefully, We got Em in the place who likes it in your face, we got G like MC who likes it on an Easy V doesn't come for free, she's a real lady, and as for me you'll see, Slam your body down and wind it all around Slam your body down and wind it all around. If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends (gotta get with my friends), Make it last forever friendship never ends, If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give, Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is. If you wanna be my lover, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta, slam, slam, slam, slam Slam your body down and wind it all around. Slam your body down and wind it all around (uh uh). Slam your body down and wind it all around. Slam your body down zigazig ah If you wanna be my lover. 7:35 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove

Sunday, March 06, 2005 I Want To Hold Your Hand Current mood: relaxed I Want To Hold Your Hand Lyrics by Beatles OH YEAH, I´LL TELL YOU SOMETHING I THINK YOU´LL UNDERSTAND WHEN I SAY THAT SOMETHING I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND OH, PLEASE SAY TO ME YOU´LL LET ME BE YOUR MAN AND PLEASE SAY TO ME YOU´LL LET ME HOLD YOU HAND NOW LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND AND WHEN I TOUCH YOU I FEEL HAPPY INSIDE IT´S SUCH A FEELING THAT MY LOVE I CAN´T HIDE I CAN´T HIDE I CAN´T HIDE yeah you got that something I think u'll understand when I tell you that I wanna hold your hand I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND AND WHEN I TOUCH YOU I FEEL HAPPY INSIDE IT´S SUCH A FEELING THAT MY LOVE I CAN´T HIDE I CAN´T HIDE I CAN´T HIDE yeah you got that something I think u'll understand when I feel that sumthing I wanna hold your hand I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND 7:57 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove